i am currently in gdg properties with the itb-ians. i haven't actually been out much. sad really. HAHA. spending most of the time watching bleach. that's just sad really. i heard results ar soon. pls tag me yeh if ubd results are out yet pls pls pls.

i need to go for a massage. i'm stressed. because... i have no idea ahhhhhh.

anyways, i ran out for ideas to blog. pasal. ngalih ku. later later la. HAHAH.

Happy New Year! Penguins rock!

Hi my loves. Let me convey best new year's wishes to everyone. I hope this year would be better. Anyhoos, My life feels like scattered pieces of a jigsaw puzzle. Unfortunately, it doesnt make up my life's puzzle. Cant find the right puzzle. I feel that i want something but at the same time i dont. LOL! Konfusing. And i should seriously properly blog. The no. of words are constrained if its done through phones. I will do it soon. Have a good day. xx

Jobless. And plain sakai.

Aku sakai! Im blogging from my phone. HAHA. SIAN. I cant sleep.. yet. Anyhoos, 1st thgs 1st.
1. Supplementary results are out for ubd. My reg. no nada, yay! Which could mean that ive passed my exams or ive failed hahahaha.
2. Merry Christmas to anyone who celebrates Xmas. May u have a joyous week.
3. A friend of mine/my uncle through marriage requested to be mentioned in this blog. So. Everyone say hi to 'Atfan'. Hi~~ HAHA.
Ok, and pls leave links! :( Thanx! No one wants to be my pwen :(

I WAS THINKING OF UPDATING MY BLOG BUT I'M TOO LAZY.....

i want to main game. i'll do it next time HAHAHA. <33

please leave you links at the comments area. i lost all the links :( and it's BLOODY HOT TODAY.

btw if you thought my previous post was offensive or explicit. don't freaking bloody complain. i have bloggers' rights AND don't read. thank you. don't even link me or complain about me in your blog. i'll seriously stalk you.

i had the most gayest experience tadi (no offense to any homosexuals btw)


AND IT WAS GREAAAAT!

so. u have a month of holiday and it's pissing rain outside. so what to do? go to a massage parlor and obliged to be sexually molested. HAHAHA. i went with liyana, a ubd batchmate. a break from housework, skool and eveything. hahaha. i felt so gay. this is what happened.

i have to warn you this is 18sx. HAHAHA.

first of all, i had to strip off everything til my undies. i thought i'd have my bra on BUT NOOOO. ahaha. i had to take it off. i was feeling very self conscious as i laid faced-down the whatchamacallit-mat thingy -bobby. and she told me to relax. so yes. okay. feeling very relaxed and paranoid i just closed my eyes and hoped for the best. and it was fine. painful at some parts but hell was good. i wanted to laugh though when she was squeezing my ass but i held my giggle in, afraid to offend her. while trying to bear the pain, i was listening to my gf next door crying out in pain, or something. at a certain point, it sounded very sexual. anyhoos, as i turned over, i think i flashed her a glimpse of my twins. god i was embarassed but how much worse can it get? she gave me a facial and head massage. aaaaaaah such bliss. then she lowered the towel that covered my front. i was like, WTF IS SHE DOING? ahahhahaa. but she folded it very very close to my breasts. phew. after my top front area, she moved onto my arms. aaaaaaaaah. it was great. then she held my hand as she worked on my fingers. THAT, was slightly disturbing for me. first, i flashed my breasts and now i was holding hands with someone i just met. it was just wrong. lol. okay, i may sound dumb as we all know massages consists of intimate contact with the masseuse but i'm not used to it okay?

it ended with a massage on my legs and feet. i nearly fell asleep but the pain was too much ahaha. and an hour long massage for a bargain $16. i'm defo going there next time!

after the massage, we went to that foodcourt in gdg. i had italian, again. and it was great. ahahaha.

and there you go, what i did today. tomorrow is another new adventure.*koff* yeh right.

hi. im just done with exams. yes. okay fine. my other blog was better but seriously. it was entirely too boring. hahah. so anyhoos. went out with my friends. had extremely pricy dinner at fratinis. o well. once in awhile. haha. now i'm at my friend's place and she's cooking prawns for me. i'm bloody crying cos she just finished chopping up the onions. hahaha.

for the past recent weeks, i've been looking back to my past. i've been here for 2 years and something odd months and ive had two past relationships, the latter being a quick one. i'm now in my third year in ubd. i've lost a lot of friends and gained alot of quality friends more. i'm trying to patch up the broken up ones but the ones that are worth it. lol. does that make me sound bad? whatever the case is, hell, whatever.

i've changed my smoking habit. i don't smoke marl reds and chain-smoke. i've gained weight therefore don't wear extremely sexy clothes cos i think aku sadar. hahaha. but i think i have a better fashion sense. be sensible and just stick to tshirt and skinny jeans. hahahaha.

i've got a month holiday and i'm going to spend it bumming around. me needs feefy-time. hahaha.

have a good week everyone.