oh god.

why is it that in every lecture of sociology of the body, the topic of ahem, sexual um intercourse, comes up? NAPA TU MAN?! NAPA TU LIYANA?! are we that sexually perverted? HAHAHA. and yes, as dr. mariam said, sex does overpowers everything sometimes. well, something that has sexual connotations attached anyways. and btw, we were talking about racism. how your skin colour reflects on how people treat you. but then the equation is, if i understood it rightly:

racism = 'caste' system = passed on by generation through sex. hahaha.

BUT THEN. as liyana (lee) pointed out, "feefy, you were right! sex is over rated!"

ya see, thank god i pointed that out. and fuck men. they fuck up your head and heart. they don't care fuck all about you; they just pretend to. no offence bois. there was a reason why i was such a late bloomer. the fact that i never could trust a guy. i guess because i've always had guy friends and i speculated and analysed a lot from them. okay okay, i'm being such a sexist here and i'm generalising all men but c'mon, seriously. i've let go of the past btw. so there you go, but i've also learned from the past. if a guy doesn't respect you in the first place, he will never do. and that is the problem with me, i suppose. i tend to be all rough-tough then i fall in love and get all smitten. and i'm weak. and then the guy practically stomps on me head. lol. i feel like krap by the end of the day. cry my eyes out, thinking he'll be there when you open your eyes but he has already gone farrrrrr away and he will never come back again. oh *sooobbbs* i've gone all emo and angry now. hahaha. it's all the literature i do! blame the drama on that! HAHAH!

so no offence to anyone who got somewhat offended. it's all general. and besides, my opinion doesn't matter. my opinion is from one girl, and that's like, what, in god-knows, within how many girls that are out there? and since when do people care about how i feel like? ESEH. hahaahaha.

btw. have i ever mentioned that my blog is incredibly explicit? =x